Depression

I have depression. I am not on meds for it. Sometimes I wish I was. I try to manage it, but I can feel when I'm slipping into it again. I see things and know they are pretty, fun , exciting...I just don't feel it. The whole world becomes muddied, black and white, just blah.

My entry

I entered this picture on an online contest. The theme is "yellow".

Whatcha doin' ?

Me? I'm trying to find a new job. Mine SUCKS!

AAhhhh, sweet summer...I'll miss you.

Today's high... 51
The low??? 32

ouch

Solitude

I'm letting myself get taken in by day to day life. I really need to stop... watch a sunset... rest my mind and soul.

Remembering

This is a picture of a woman who was walking around on stilts, a part of the vegetation that came alive. This was at Animal Kingdom Florida on our vacation last year. It was so nice to get away with the family...my oldest is done with college and my second oldest is in the 2nd year. Needless to say, not too many more vacations are left, where we will all be together. The dynamics will change, kids will move on...
I'm a little sad, but grateful we were able to make this one very special vacation a reality.

Really? Someone has too much time on their hands.

I feel a little nervous